Can’t help feeling down recently. Is it the lack of direction or helplessness from having too much freedom (i know alot of ppl would want to slap me for saying this.)? Everything seems bland now, even though i do go out sometimes, i’m not really that happy or what. Not even as cheerful (compared to the past) when i would wander around the mall with a few friends once in a while. That used to be a form of escapism, i guess it was for me at least, when i didnt want to go home so soon to start homework/studying. Now, roaming the streets or mall don’t even have a purpose. Just… to let time slip by? Guess that doesnt really feel right to me.