不腐爛的自尊

五月天 – 咸魚
我是一隻咸魚
不想承認 也不能否認
不要同情我笨 又誇我天真
還夢想著翻身
咸魚就算翻身 還是隻咸魚
輸得也誠懇
至少到最後 我還有咸魚
不腐爛的自尊

我沒有任何天分 我卻有夢的天真
我是傻 不是蠢
我將會證明 用我的一生

我 如果有夢 有沒有錯
錯過才會更加明白 明白堅持是什麼
我 如果有夢 夢要夠瘋
夠瘋才能變成英雄 總會有一篇 我的傳說

我不好也不壞 不特別出眾
我只是敢不同
我的人生就是 一錯再錯
錯完了再重頭
也許放棄掉一些 活得更輕鬆
我卻不再是我
我不願一生 曬太陽吹風
咸魚也要有夢

IT’S THE HOLIDAYS! -screams fanatically-

Pheww the holidays are here! Time to catch up! Had cca ytd, going to have it tmr, and on friday. Sighh i mean cca is fine… it’ll be much better if it wasnt at toa payoh. Well, it’ll be even better if our indoor court wasnt converted for some other purpose. Thinking of it always makes my blood boil. At least it’s indoors for now, so i shan’t complain so much. The Great Indoors! It’s so much better training indoors! It’s kind of fun sliding around too hahahah and our energy levels don’t deplete as quickly as when we train outdoors.

So far, today has been a pretty productive day. 🙂 I’ve done maths and chem assignments and finished chem tutorial. Sounds like alot right… haha it’s really less than 10 questions. It feels good to strike off some stuff off the to-do-list though. Been listening to MayDay for the whole day alr. THEY ARE AWESOME~ Love the lyrics haha! 😀 Someday, i’ll go to their concert!! That’s when i’m capable of generating money out of my wallet myself hehe. Actually that thought isnt too far away.. I’m approaching my twenties and very soon i’ll be out working!
Hmm sometimes i think the only major plus side of entering the society aka the big unknown is the money-making. Maybe some ppl think it’ll be really fun to meet new ppl, but uhh some ppl uhhh are not very nice right. Having stayed in rv for so long, i can almost safely say the ppl inside are really not bad. And having met some ppl outside rv, there are also nice ppl, but then there are also the not-so-nice and the kind you want to avoid for the rest of your life. Oh well, some things are unavoidable and when that time comes, i suppose we just have to make the best out of the worst.
But come to think of it, i don’t act or present myself like an eighteen-year-old. When am i going to grow out of the fourteen-year-old phase, sighhh. If i act serious, then i seem to have nothing to say to anyone. -.- Hmm i guess we shldnt be someone we’re not right hahahaha, at least i know how to act when the occasion needs me to. 🙂 That shld be the most impt thing alr.
Oh yeahh rv produced a national top scorer and had all (i think) subjects above the national average! 😀 This is old news but i just thought when i turn seventy and still can read i’ll see this and feel happy again. Motivation jab haha!!!
It feels so long since i had a happy post.
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