I think i used to have alot more opinions about things when i was younger. More dreams, more yearnings, more plans. Now i have nothing, can’t even decide where or how i should start thinking about things like these. It’s like, it used to come naturally, now it takes effort to even realise i lack them, much less think about them. Is it because life’s too hectic now, is it cos i can’t be bothered already, or am i brain-dead/semi-conscious all this while. I just feel like a walking zombie now.
I wish there isn’t so much work undone, i wish i can just laze around in front of the tv watching senseless shows. The simplest things we take for granted. How long more must i wait before i can afford such a luxury?