total eclipse of the heart

Once upon a time there was light in my life
Now there’s only love in the dark
Nothing I can say
Total eclipse of the heart

Perhaps.

Was productive-er for a weekday! If i didnt have to go online to discuss PW i probably would be able to do more! Ok, after school ended at 1.30pm it took me 3 hours to officially start work (i really dunno why! it just feels like everything done within the 3 hours is necessary, including travelling time) D: I don’t want it this way too. All i did was… maths revision wkst, actually it’s not alot. Damnnnn!!! 😦

I must work hard already, i feel like i’m losing control of my life. The exact same feeling i had when i was learning how to cycle(but dunno how to brake zzz, and so i crashed btw). Like everything is whirling out of control, out of grip, out of your comfort zone. This is not cruising, this is speeding, dangerous speeding. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Maybe i was not even productive for the past few days/weeks that i feel that today is very good alr. Nonononono! Cannot! Ahhhhhhhhhhh.

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