someone, who makes you feel not yourself, have to think abt what you shld reply, have to think of what to start for a conv with, have to wonder so much abt so many things.
is all this worthed it?
my brain is shouting no.
but my heart doesnt say so.
anyway, happy vday. like a second cny without the money, plus lots of love.
haha i’m feeling quite poetic now.