i dunno if i ever regretted joining rv. honestly i never ever loved the place. not the building, not the way it’s being run, not the people who run it. sigh but still. there are still your friends who cause you to find it hard to really really hate the place. sigh wat can i say, it’s like cosine, it’s a love-hate relationship, in a way.

btw, i’m the midst of common tests. bio and geog tmr, physics the next. kind of finished studying bio and geog but physics…… havent start yet. but in any case, got study and dun study will not really make a difference this time. cos i copied a lot of the assignment ans from yonglim. it’s really a bad time for common tests lor. HELLO, OLYMPICS?! common tests like become a mental test alr lor. HOW LONG CAN U HOLD ON TO THE TABLE BEFORE RUNNING OFF TO THE TV(AGAIN)? sigh, how to hold yourself from watching people break records?

AND THE SINGAPORE VS CHINA TABLE TENNIS FINALS IS TONIGHT! SIGH, HOW TO STOP MYSELF FROM BEING PATRIOTIC AND SUPPORT SINGAPORE? NO WAY RIGHT, SO THE SCHOOL SHOULD CANCEL THE TESTS TMR.

ok shall not be too unrealistic alr la. like that would ever happen.

sometimes i feel that my mother is kind of wanting me to fulfill my brother’s unfulfilled dream. which i’m also not sure if it’s a dream cos he always has this “bo chap” attitude with it. so now i’m supposed to score ‘a’s and start pursuing his dream. which like i said, SUPPOSED to do. but currently i also dunno if i actually have interest in it, cos my interest now is the olympics. yeah i used to want to become a doctor, but then i also wanted to become a lawyer, songwriter, post-woman(?), hawker, pharmacist, geographer, photgrapher, medicine maker. honestly la, the ambitions i had change as the tv dramas change. my other brother said that in life you cannot be jack of all trades. have to pick something you’re good at, and pursue that. for him it’s maths, for me it’s………… i dunno. i guess everything is still a SELF-DISCOVERY thing. and i only hope the discovery process can be faster so that i can convince them that i dun want to live his dream.

why must we pursue something that seems oh so prestigious and can make alot of money just cos someone else can make the occupation so prestigious and make alot of money. and it never occurs to them that that is someone else’s life, and your life is not going to be the same wat.

it’ll be great if i can earn money by writing all this kind of things. not like xiaxue but like those people who write columns in the newspapers. the art of language, indulge. or maybe be a food correspondent WHICH I THINK IS REALLY ONE OF THE IDEAL JOBS COS YOU GET TO EAT GOOD FOOD. then all you need is a good sense of taste and a good grip of your writing skills.

but that is the ideal case afterall.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s